Thank you everyone and no you never stop worrying ours are 28 30 and daughter 31 now I know why daddy always called me the child (Iam in the middle) my brothers he called the wee boys few days before he died I was sitting with him he said 'Wee pigeon (his nickname for me) where are the two wee boys' me they will be here soon (started worrying as I thought he meant my boys who were young I din't know whether I wanted to let them see daddy so low) when I realised it was my brothers he was talking about sad but I laugh about it now. By the way the little git sent me a text this morning
'WE ARE STILL ALIVE !!!!!!!' if I had been beside him I would have choked him

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