I'm in Andover, Hampshire.

I've tried Salisbury, Winchester, Newbury, Romsey for a job, I write lots of letters and go in, but It seem's all the jobs are all taken.

Alot of people on my course do have jobs in shops and so getting the extra practice, and I allways think there work is better than mine :-( although the tutor says I'm doing well. Of course I could practice at home, but by the time I've paid out on flowers on the Thursday I can't afford any more.

I guess i'm just on a downer about it all, but I have to stick at it as it's my dream, I'm so happy when I'm doing it, but I'm beginning to think I'll run out of money for it all, it is a struggle.

Belinda