Thanks very much for all the advice.

I know dreams don't come easy, it wasn't easy desperate to do the course and waiting the 2 years to save up for it

Like I said I guess i'm just a bit down in the dump's and at the difficult stage of thinking am I really going to be good at this and worrying that I'm wasting alot of money if I'm not. I't certainly don't help having a nagging husband that really has no clue of the price of flower's so never believe's I need to spend that much each week.

But it is my dream and I will carry on thanks so much for the chat, do feel better for it.

Take care

Belinda