"hhhhmmmmmmmmmmm.....aaaaaaaahmmmmmmmmm....."
Seriously though ladies. This is a tough business unfortunately. As hard as it seems Tina... you'll battle through! Bet there has been a stage for most on this site where they thought they couldnt go on and just wanted to give up.
Florists are fighters! ( or just stubborn?? Maybe thats just me

) You can get through it, we're all here for moral support. Chin up
